Confidence

Confidence.

Confidence in what I do, art-wise, business-wise is not necessarily pride.

Confidence and Pride are two different things as I felt the Holy Spirit say to me last December (2019).

Confidence is not pride.

But I get the two confused often and I don’t actually know what confidence is. And how to have it.

Am I confident in my art? Probably not, which is why I can’t handle people’s comments and criticism (Another post coming about that).

Someone said to me last year that although I say I’m scared, I don’t come across as scared. I don’t come across as being unconfident. Even though that’s how I feel. I thought that was interesting, because I only see myself how I see myself, not how others (Or God) sees me. I only have my perspective. And if my perspective is, I’m Uncomfident, then that’s how I think everyone else sees me, despite my best efforts to appear Confident.

I don’t necessarily know how to end this short post, but there is more coming along the lines of confidence.